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voldanmorte [09 Aug 2009|08:51pm]
By the ripe young age of five, Daniel James Divi was more of a free spirited independent minded individual than most. The son of a photographer and a painter, he grew up in an environment where creative expression was openly encouraged. That being said, Danny made canvas after canvas of finger paints and page after page of crayon creations. On occasion, he even took his art to the walls of the studio apartment that they occupied in his younger years. Unlike other parents, they did not talk to him in raised voices but instead laughed and cherished what contributions he made to the atmosphere of their home. When Danny took an interest to painting his face with his mummy's makeup and prancing about in her high heeled shoes, his mother took the opportunity not to scold him, but to take photograph after photograph. Whatever way he wished to express himself, he was allowed. It was with the smooth tones of jazz that he danced about their apartment-- no television set to be found. Marta and Jacob didn't want their young child's imagination to be stunted by the dreadful things the boob tube offered. It was harmless enough and the young boy never felt deprived. There was love enough in their home that even during the times they had a hard time making ends meet, Danny was never the wiser.

Fast forward ten years later and Danny found himself in high school. His mum was successful enough to afford a studio of her own, but his father still worked out of their apartment. The family of three had long since moved from their modest studio apartment in the southern section of the city to the outskirts now residing in a quaint two bedroom, one bath, with the living room acting as a creative space for them all. Danny, inspired by the music he had heard as a child, had long since taken to playing the piano and many a night was spent pounding the ivory keys while his father crafted some new work he hoped to eventually sell, or hang somewhere in their home. The perfect vision that he had of his family was seriously shaken when returning home early one Friday night; he entered their apartment at half passed twelve (the time was subconsciously engraved in his memory) to discover that mum and dad were not spending the evening alone. Perhaps Danny's current qualms with monogamy resulted from that night but he never resented his parents, free as they were, for participating in a swinger lifestyle. After all, who was he to judge? They had always allowed him to be the person that he was. The next afternoon Marta and Jacob sat him down and talked it over, but after that it was never spoken of again. Danny was allowed to live the life he wanted, so why should he care that they lived how they wanted?

A year later, just sixteen years old, and Danny stood before his parents nervously proclaiming his own sexual preference. Despite how open minded they had always been with him, and how they had let him grown and make his own mistakes and figure everything out for themselves, there had been that intense knotting of his stomach that one can only associate with fear. For the first time in his life, Danny was afraid that his parents would not approve of something that he had done, or of who he had turned out to be. Those fears were put to rest when Marta wrapped her arms around him, kissed his forehead and jokingly jabbed that she had known from the moment he had decided the pink power ranger was his very favorite-- but not in a crush way, girls had cooties. His father, however, made no such remarks. In fact, he regarded it much the way Danny handled his parents rather open sexual relationship: only one confrontation needed and after that it was don't ask and don't tell. Still, worse reactions could have come and from that point on the teenage boy never felt the slightest need to censor himself or who he was again.

Nineteen years old, Danny had opted to follow in his mothers footsteps and attends a local university for photography. However, never able to tie himself down to any one thing, he also takes a number of writing classes with the odd minor in English/Creative Writing. Ever adapting to his surroundings, he has no concept of what he hopes to do after graduating from college. Though his parents never even hinted that he should receive a higher education-- the decision really was all up to him-- he had attended if only to put off the real world for a few more years. Who wanted to hold a full time job when you could take off at three a.m. because you were suddenly struck with some sort of inspiration, not having to worry about being conscious enough for your nine to five? That is not to suggest that the boy lived off of his parents; they'd also taught him to be as independent as possible. Twenty or more hours a week he dedicated his time as a barista at the local Starbucks. It was nothing glamorous but it was an easy enough job and gave him the flexibility he needed for school as well as the cash in his pocket to afford what small luxuries he may.

Twenty one. What a fucking milestone. And one that Danny never thought that he would see. Forget the legally being able to buy alcohol-- okay, don't really forget it, but it was far less important than other things. Danny never thought he'd wind up somewhere settled down. Happy. At a point in his life where he was content to create, be himself, and reach for absolutely anything he possibly could. But one fucking jerk also known as Drystan came along and threw the boy for a loop. A trickster, a player, and one always smooth on his feet, Danny got tangled up in his own games and found himself hand in hand more than enamored with the other. Taking on the world together, they're planning their family and their future which is no easy task for students, artists, and little jerks.



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[01 May 2009|06:33pm]
Holy shit it is almost the end of the semester and that being said I have more or less been dead. By dead I mean more than usual because I almost forgot to do this. Somehow a sixth sense told me hey divi you should probably check that there page because it has a feeling something is waiting for you. Good thing, too, because otherwise I may have had to meet some untimely demise. Actually I don't really think there's any sort of demise to be met but honestly I am so tired I don't really know what I am talking about right now. It's just as well so hey everyone not that my updates are wondrous things full of shit any of you care about or want to know or should probably read or anything of the like but i'm going to try to blast through this because honestly I want a nap and then I need to commence the murder of my soul as I memorize ten million things for my piano final / recital / kill me, go to bamboozle, and then murder myself more over piano. I am not telling any of you when it is including you Drystan so there but apart from the fact that I am going to practice for every waking moment I am not in class or at work I probably will not be able to stay conscious / move my hands at all. Anyway that being said I have asked some beautiful people on things to update about.


holly bartowski: WHAT HAS INFLUENCED YOU TO BE A BETTER PERSON IN YOUR LIFE
Okay so I guess this is going to sound really ridiculously cheesy but there is one thing that has really made me change things around and i get to call him eiddo. Honestly, it's not like he was the only thing because I had made the realization. It came some months before and I don't know if it's because I hit a low point or I just woke up but I kind of think it was both. I did a lot of shit I wasn't proud of and so it started with one characteristic. One flaw. One fault. One shame. And I was on my hands and knees sick to death really so sick right then and I knew that shit was just fucked up and completely out of control and I didn't want things to be that way. So I guess I had started to wake up. It was there, the process, but even with the realization it didn't mean that I was perfect or that I felt completely motivated. One half of me felt like 'well what the fuck ever live fast die young look good and fuck every beautiful thing'. For as many things as I wanted to remember there were a million I wanted to forget and it just I don't know. But he came and he helped. It was like I mean I guess the potential was there but he was the catalyst. The spark. The movement. And I did it myself, I know I did it myself but I needed a reason to smile. To have things that I wanted to remember. And he is eiddo and without him I wouldn't be the person I am today.

destillys child: WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ZOMBIES ATTACKED idk
If zombies were somehow to attack I wouldn't be all that worried. Given my thorough background zombies I would not be all that worried. The smartest thing to do would, of course, be to head away from any city or area of dense population as that is the easiest place to succumb to an attack. So I am thinking amish country would be a pretty big win to start off. Then again if there was a zombie attack I would want to go Diary of the Dead and whip out a video camera and document the whole thing as it happened because honestly what is more fucking gruesome than some cannibalistic holocaust??? Plus, if somehow it was to come under control and people were to survive I bet I could make a whole fucking lot of money off of the documentary or just the raw footage or what have you. So not only would I murder my own mother if she were a zombie but I would bank on it if there was any semblance of society or an economy after the fact.

rhia entendu: What is your favourite sex position
rhia entendu: actually
rhia entendu: LMFAO
rhia entendu: JK I DONT WANNA KNOW

Rhia is a big fucking freak and of course had to ask this question. She then tried to take it back but since she was disgusting enough to ask it I guess that means I should be disgusting enough to answer it. So, Rhia, this one is quite obviously for you and your swine flu infectedness. My favorite sex position includes any position that excludes a woman. Actually, just kidding. If it was ScarJo or NatPort I would have to give it a go. Actually, my favorite sexual position varies, obviously. Though I am not a switchhitter in the fact that fucking boys and girls is my thing I am a switchhitter in other ways and that being said there would be a different answer depending upon the situation. And by situation I mean who is topping and who is bottoming. I would go further but I would then embarrass Drystan and I do not feel like being couched even if he is a big old bisexual and has no real authority to do so. I will let him think so. <3

rhia entendu: would you ever spend a night in rhia's bed
To answer this question quite honestly I don't think it takes so many words. Though I know you were trying to weasel your way out of the above question that does not in fact take away the fact that you did ask it. Anyway, to get straight down to the answer no I would not spend a night in Rhia's bed. Once upon a time when she and Drystan lived together Rhia threatened that if I ever came over she would lock me in the closet and molest me. I am not sure of the exact words but I believe there was something about third base if not further and so when I said I was going to get a chastity belt put on (hahahaha) I think she implied that she would be able to undo it and then I would live in the closet for her to molest forever. Needless to say I was too scared to go over Drystan's for awhile and I most certainly would be too afraid to spend a night in Rhia's bed as I would probably be molested in ways that I cannot even fathom.


mercedes enz: shut up you little tithead

Taking a cue from him i am going to shut up now. Nap time motherfuckers.
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Hello Martyr, Please Remember Your Name Isn’t Jesus Christ Youre Not Sacrificing Yourself For Anyone [17 Oct 2008|01:10pm]
There is nothing lower in this life than liars and manipulators of the truth. This is why the snake has no legs and must crawl on his belly. But they have spines and that’s more than I can say for some. Surely some will feign ignorance and claim no such thing because really, what is lying? Of course it is not the omitting of key facts and details regarding what truly happened or the outcome of things. Surely, omission cannot cause the whole world to collapse about you. Omission is the cloak of cowards, one you’ve quite readily swathed yourself in. You’ve pulled it around your body and over your head and created a shield which little can penetrate. So totally wrapped up in themselves, some can even become convinced that they are above others because what they did was “for the best” and “for others interests” rather than their own selfish fucking egomaniacal self perpetuating agenda. Having a sacrificial attitude just makes you an asshole not a saint.

Sit down. You have no place.

Here is the real issue at hand: You are a shadow not a person. Not even a shell. You can’t fill in an outline with something you’re lacking. Substance: you don’t have any.

More than anything I was in your corner rooting for your happiness though blind eyes and deaf ears have been turned to such things. You wouldn’t know the whole story because you never asked for it— but that just wouldn’t be in line with the guise of self flagellation put on prove supposed innocence.

For one with accusations, you sure provide others with a lot of ammo. And here’s my silver bullet: only cowards and fucking bastards ask people to lie for them to help perpetuate the fictitious world they created wherein they can have their cake and eat it too because they have so many chains they can yank for just about anyone they’d like and have them puppet along the responses and actions they can expect. “Tell him you don’t know,” aren’t the words of friends because friends would never ask you to be anything less than your best self—and lying has never been smiled upon.

Honesty and apologies are the language of lovers, of friends, of saints, of anyone worth knowing. You simulate fluency but really you’re spewing venom and garbage and falsities from your lips. Try clearing your throat and washing out your mouth. It won’t help with the fact that you’re completely useless but at least all the shit you spew might reek a little less.

What a loss. I would have given you the shirt off my back if you’d asked for it.

Now I wouldn’t give you the means to end your misery if you asked.
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